rekipstar0258: if u have a startling enough alarm u start the day VERY AWAKE tinylittlegremlin: (me today-the alarm thing) rekipstar0258: i mean my alarm is v startling and i frequently awaken in confusion and panic of why ppl are yelling its quite effective seawhawha: :/ i have to change my alarm fairly regularly cause i adapt to them and just sleep through them rekipstar0258: ye i had one that was just BEEP BEEP BEEP and i adapted enough to hit snooze without waking up seawhawha: my adaption is literally just not even noticing it anymore while unconscious revya: You just have to set the most annoying thing you can think of as the alarm revya: I’ve had the dave strider rapping one for like 6 years now and just the opening notes are enough to rage-punt me awake at this point revya: You need to go on a quest to discover the true meaning of loathing is what I’m saying revya: A BEEP BEEP is impersonal revya: Businesslike revya: But on the other hand you set, I dunno, the Barbie song and it instantaneously summons up the repressed memories of years of receiving dolls from elderly family members who couldn’t be bothered to make it on your birthday, didn’t know you didn’t care for them or even what age you were, the way the dolls stared w judgement as you played w your stuffed animals, your legos, and Toy Story taught you to beware their wrath, and someday you knew *you knew* revya: They would *get* you revya: So you got them first and your parents blamed you for the mess, can you believe? It was self defense, you say rekipstar0258: are you ok grey tinylittlegremlin: ... Grey r u ok tinylittlegremlin: Do u need to talk revya: No tinylittlegremlin: I feel that tho a BEEP BEEP is very impersonal tinylittlegremlin: And rage is a good motivator tinylittlegremlin: Pfft tinylittlegremlin: Ok im still in class tinylittlegremlin: And this is hilarious tinylittlegremlin: "just faceplant clip tru the floor" revya: All I’m saying is, if you don’t want to choke your alarm to death every morning, if you don’t awake w the burning desire to see the life leave its eyes as you throttle it revya: Then it’s not doing its job seawhawha: i havnt found anything that can draw that feeling out of me revya: How do you get through the day w/o hatred and spite, sounds hard seawhawha: im just not the type of person to hate much ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ tinylittlegremlin: I do it by being cheerfully optimistic! tinylittlegremlin: Its better for ur heart revya: Sounds fake but ok